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Name: Joseph
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: San Antonio
Birthday: 3/15/1989
Gender: Male
Interests: I love getting to know our Savior more and more every day. I love playing soccer and most sports in general (except baseball, cause that's a girly sport). I play guitar, and I really like all rock music. I'm also somewhat of a comedian, I can make just about anyone laugh by saying things that are totally obvious :-)
Expertise: Soccer and Cooking really. I'm most definately an expert in soccer, and as for cooking.................. well I know a thing or two ;-). There's also the ability to make people really mad, and laugh so hard they can't breathe. I'm really good at both of those. Guess you could say I'm a button finder :-)
Occupation: Student and Culinary Arts
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  ChronoJoey
Member Since:
6/10/2005
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| Hey Guys, I won't be using this site anymore. It's got a lot of memories and such attatched too it, and I'm on my way into a brand new type of life, so I started a new xanga. So you don't have to worry about me not writing anymore, it just won't be on here. It's a changing of seasons, that is all. So to read what I write, keep up with me, and so on, go to my new site. www.xanga.com/HeWillAdd.
I love you guys so very much!
~Joseph
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| "Warrior"
Verse1
I fight with a darkness, you cannot see
A ruthless enemy, attacks spiritually
On a battlefield, that is in my mind
Losing this war, My heart cries out to Christ
Chorus
Melt me with pain, Shape me with grace
Mold me in love, Forge me in truth
I am a soldier of Christ
A light in the dark, Places of this world
Purified by His blood, I am a Warrior
Verse 2
Once Again, I'm beaten down
But I'm no longer content, to lay on the ground
crushed by my shame, trembling in fear
I cry out again, and He always hears
Chorus again
Bridge
I stand to my feet
and raise my voice
I lift my hands
towards heaven above
He surrounds me in light
and gives me the victory
Repeat Chorus
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| Okay.......... So not much has been going on. Not much at all. Work is going pretty good. Not sure how well I like it, but it's a stepping stone in the right direction. Yesterday was my last day with the window gang, I'm tired, and today I had my first Soccer game with my new team. We're the Celtics, we're green, and they are a good group of guys. Lots of fun , I scored 2 goals but we still lost, however it did get me in good with my new team.  they all like me a lot now
I've got a million things going on in my head and my heart, but no words really to express them. Kinda irritating isn't it. Also doesn't help that almost no one reads my stuff, but that's okay because .................... because it just is 
I'm not being very energetic am I? No I'm not. Maybe it's because I'm tired, or because I'm fighting with myself. Not exactly sure what it is. *sighs* Not much fun when you're in a trench, covered in mud and blood having to fight an enemy that knows you all to well is it? It's hard, and without help, it's impossible to win. I'm writing a song about fighting, and being a warrior of God. Not sure when it'll get done, as with all things, I get an impression upon my heart as to when these things are to come to pass. So, it will get done, when it's supposed to, and will be a blessing to those it is written to (which is all of us ).
I'm understanding love more and more each day. It's something that is very hard to put into words, or describe how powerful it is. I am falling more and more in love with God, and it's changing my heart, and the way I think. You just know the way things are supposed to be, and you actually care about what's right and wrong rather than just knowing, and not caring. It allows you to make a stand for the right thing, even when it's not convenient or you don't want to. I love love, even though I can't quite understand it. It's such a deep thing! So I've got a question for you (whoever you are) ....... When you tell someone that you Love them, what do you mean? And when someone says, I love you, how do you take it?
I love you
~Joseph
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| Hey Guys *big smile* I finished another song Hope you love it!
"Holy Spirit Fire"
Verse 1
It is a righteous passion
Fueling an eternal flame
starting a blaze in me
that i just can't explain
I am a candle
burning in the night
Revelation comes
and I am alight
Chorus
Consume me, in your blazing glory
Renew me, with your ensnaring love
Surround me, with a flame of protection
Comfort me, with your living word
I am ignited
send me in power
to conquer the nations
by the Holy Spirit's Fire
Verse 2
It's a Burning in your soul
A flame you cannot control
Lord be my hearts life
make me shine bright
God you are my desire
So set me alight
With your holy fire
(replay chorus)
Bridge
If he is for us
Who can stand against us
Spirit fill me
Lead me in power
We have a flame
that burns in our soul
It won't fade
till He brings us home
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| Ever feel like your split in two? Not even so much good and bad, flesh and spirit, cool and uncool . Split between two positive things, but both of them feel so completely different? One of them is eating away at you, but in a good way, the other building you up as you put your feet upon The Rock. That's how I feel right now. I'm overcome with a strong sense of Joy, Happiness, and Peace. Sometimes it's so strong I can barely stay standing, and my heart can't contain the Joy that's in it.
But then there's something else. I don't want to say darker, but something that feels way more serious, and intense. A profound sense of destiny. It's just a burn deep within you for the Lord God. You want to be as close to Him as is possible on this earth, and in some moments you wish that you could just leave your body to be with Him, but it's only for a moment, because You still have a purpose that you were made for. You have a destiny, if you didn't, God wouldn't have made you. It's like loving and wanting God so much, you become a walking black hole. Any part of God you can get you immediately suck it up, but it doesn't satisfy you, you want more, and more, and more. You want to be totally consumed with and by the Father. You come to the point where you really mean, not my will, but Your will be done. You come to the place where you realize every word spoken has power, and when you speak, you speak with that power, knowing that you are using it the way it was meant to be used. Allowing no corrupt word to come out of your mouth, but only that which is edifying.
Being Consumed, and then Consuming others, Being set ablaze, and then catching others on fire. Not being content with the level your at, and not wanting to ever be content with the Level your at with God, but Always striving for that next level, knowing that you are able to attain it, but only through the father. I want you to realize something. Right now, at this very second, You have as much of Father God as you want. So the real question is......... How do I want More?
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